So I'm dogsitting again- yes that's right.. Monty is back!! I missed my baby lol and when he saw me he licked me.. which means he loves me lol.  I think.. but not as much as he loves Raja.. hahah

So I had my first day of work today at Mathnasium Learning Center.. haha yes I realize I'm a geek but I only work 3 hours a week so it's ok lol

This is my first weekend in awhile where I'm NOT going to a wedding.  I miss it... and I want to get married.. to a fob lol.. but not a real fob.. but just someone fobish enough to take care of me and my fours kids lol

Congratulations to the newest distinguished sisters of Sigma Sigma Rho!

To the founders at Seton Hall and Montclair University ::Epic, Aurora, Onyx, Hydra, Tonic,Vortex, Mercury::  you guys showed so much dedication and strength throughout your "odyssey" (lol).. I mean who else can put up with my psychoticness??  I'm so proud to call each and every single one of you my sister.  I love my pink mirror- hand print- sister name- white rose- thing lol thanks.

A special shout out to my love, Mancy Pancy Ayla Pimpette Mehta!  Friday she made us all dinner and I got to see some thetas, etas, and of course, my gammas.  Then we went to chicken and rice where people we're fighting over Mancy's affection lol.. I mean I was clearly the winner though because I was the one you took home hahah.  We didn't exactly make it to either party Friday or Saturday and thanks again to Mancy for taking care of me because I don't remember anything from that night.  Apparently I collapsed in front of the bouncer and fell asleep on the floor.  Eek!  Oh I love you too Linear Masi Allure Oommie!

So I got to work with this 5 year old kid today, Ankur, and O-M-G he was sOoOo cute I just wanted to squeeze him.... ahhhh and he says his "V" like "weeee" awwww fob hahaha.

I want some Krispy Kreme!! mmMmm

So today I went to Ikea and I got a white desk, and pillows and a throw the color of my walls.. yay! LoL.  We're finally moving in, in a week.. I mean it's about time since we have had the place for almost a month.

Yesterday was my Krupy Poopidiesss B-day!  Aww she looked so cute in her little mini skirt.. made me proud hahah.  And Liney and Mancy came down!! I love you girls lol I've seen those losers 2 times this week already and I'll see them again this weekend.  What can I say.. my curry shake brings all the girls to the yard hahah.. wow I'm soo corny.. anyway I also got to see my faWorite ASSet Arti!!  I didn't realize how much I missed Betty lolol.. and then we took our first X-tra hot N spicy lineage pic with biggie and linear.. but GB was missing.. and then that skank whore Krup wanted the waiters number and the penis tease Arti went and asked him for it.  So really how did I get voted sorostitute and most daring when clearly! it should be Krupa and Arti lololol

On another note, my male cousin likes to call Raghav "brown chocolate" ??? umm.. We already have one homo in the family.. now I gotta worry about two?!?  Chovis gam.. what are you doing to me?? hahah

Wow I can't believe I graduated a year ago.  My life has changed soooo much since then.. I don't even talk to the people I used to spend every single day of my life with.  I still remember coming home from project graduation and sitting in the Dunkin Donuts parking lot watching the sun rise and smoking vanilla blacks (eek!) because we didn't know what else to do with ourselves...  Summer of '04 consisted of countless drunken nights, indecent expOsure haha, Pdiddle, the beach, zerO brown people, thunderstOrms, watching every movie that came out, and falling in lOve.. Summer of '05 equals soberness, no exposure lol, I wouldn't even think of putting on a bikini after gaining 15!! pounds, brown people drama, loneliness, and reading about rocks all day.. yippie.  But I have no one to blame but myself.. I chose to distance myself from the people I spent so many years of my life with.. all I can say is that I’m sorry.. sorry that I didn’t return anyone’s phone calls.. sorry that when I came home every weekend and still didn’t come to see anyone.. sorry that I see all you people online now and wait for you to IM me instead of me IMing you.. sorry that I’m no longer apart of your lives...

My arms are about to fall off but I'm still gonna wirte in here anyway lol. 

So my weekend was absolutely amazing-- we left to go to Virginia Friday afternoon and there were already like 50 people there at the new house and there were like 50 more people coming so me and my cousins left to go to their old house.  We got there at 2 in the morning and went to sleep.  But then we were woken up at 3 because michelle and rupal came.  So then we go to sleep again.  Then my sister calls me at 5 saying she just got here and was wondering was we were lol so then I wake up again.  And then at 6 more people came from Connecticut.  So then I just got up and showered with NO sleep.  We get to the new house and it's crazyyyyyy-- there were like 150 people there.  So most of the day was the puja/kutha/hoven but I wasn't there for any of it lol.  I LOVE my cousins.. they're just sooo cute.  I don't know what I would do without those losers in my life.  Then after all that good stuff was done we went to the beach... mmm sand between my tOes.  Then we went on those bike-cart like things and I was in the thing with like gym freaks so they were peddling away and I swear I thought i was gonna die.  There were a few minor collisions but we survived lol.  Then we were all starving so we ate went back to their old house and had another sleepless night.  Came home Sunday and everyone came over again yay lol. 

So then Monday I wake up extra early again-- mind you this is the third day of NO sleep-- because someone's dumb butt told us we needed to be there for the electricity guy to come.  But I didn't mind waking up because we were finally moving into the JOJO.  We get there and the electricity was already on so we're standing there like uhh?? why are we here so early?  So then I had to go back home because my dad left the checkbook at the store so we get there pick up the check and we're on our way back to school.  I'm driving down route 1 by the bridge and Lowe's theater when all of the sudden this huge chunk of metal brick like thing that was MY size was in the middle of the road.  I tried to stop-- but instead I stopped on it.  So then get out of the car and I'm shaking and my tire is just ripped up and there's like pieces of my car on the road and the front bumper is like falling off a little-- it was so sad my poor baby got a booboo.  So the highway patrol guy comes and asks me to move the car up so he can get it out from under my car and all you hear is metal scraping together.  And then the police officer comes and writes it up.  Then the stupid freakin tow truck driver was so annoying I wanted to kill him.  We get in the car and he's rambling on about how people always cut off tow truck drivers and how they deserve respect. And then he's like I guess your having a bad day.. and that I shouldn't be mad or something.  And then all the pieces that fell off my car he dropped on the middle of the highway and he's like "Oh well, I guess I'll have to go pick up more people in a little bit".. like seriously who says that? And I didn't even need him but my daddy forgot we had Honda auto care.  And now I feel bad because my dad said he's going to just pay for it all because if we were through our insurance we have full coverage so he has to pay $500 deductible plus my insurance will go up.  But that sucks because it's not my fault and the officer said that it wasn't and that the state would reimburse me for all my damages but in order to do that we would have to go through insurance since it was written up as an accident report.  So either way my dad has to pay for it and I don't even know what kind of damage happened under the car. 

So then after that whole mess is done I had to go and primer for 10 hours until 10 at night in 90* weather with no air conditioning.  Why did mona's room take 6 hours and mine only took 1 hour and 20 mins??  Maybe because her room needed 5 coats of primer lol I just don't understand.  So then yesterday we were painting again all day but this time we actually used some color.  We did roshni's room and started painting my ceiling and OMG the stupid lady at home depot told me I would only need a little can of paint and there were like one tiny piece of ceiling left that wasn't painted so now I have to buy a whole new thing of paint- bOoo!!  So then I had to go to class looking like a mess and I got out early so I'm walking around aimlessly on college ave until Disha comes and rescues me!! thank you sooo much-- and then we went to go eat with Bhervi and she took me home.  I love you guyssss lol.

So now I'm just sitting here because none of our arms are functioning and we can't handle any more painting/sweating/tickets.

If I ever did anything wrong to you-- I'm sorry.  I'm a strong believer in karma and obviously there's something I'm doing wrong to someone or maybe I just need to change something about me. I don't know what it is.. but hopefully I figure it out. 

I told you I wasn't perfect and that if you think I'm a bad person than bad things will happen to me-- and guess what, it did happen.  I know it was wrong of me to do what I did to you.. but I never denied it or claimed to be this perfect person who's nice to everyone and never does anything wrong.  But you-- you just think people are absolutely horrible to you and that you don't deserve anything that has happened to you.  Yes you've never done anything to hurt me purposely but you've done and said so many things to hurt people that I care about. Some of the things that you do are just so evil... how could you think your so perfect?  Are you really that blind to see the kind of person you really are and the way you treat some people is wrong on so many different levels?

So I have no car until I don't even know when.. I'm not even sure of what kind of damage happened under my car but I hope it's not much...

I geuss it is true-- people only make Xanga's when they're sitting around in the summer with nothing else to do.

So last night I was trying to think of a Xanga name because I was soO bored I was about to pull out my hair lol and Bagnell said I wasn't allowed to use my sister name.. boo u mommy! lol.  I asked a few people thinking I was going to get some normal suggestions.. boy was i wrong: u heffer.. i loWe wagina... i am always naked.. kiss me im guju... i love curry... BOSHNI.. hahaha so then when I couldn't think of anything else I remembered what my nupity poopity PIE lovingly calls me-- shrey-aLaLa. 

Yesterday I got to see my biggies.. yup my biggies!  But tell me why it took me 45 mintues to get to school when it's only supposed to take half an hour at the most.  BoOo I hate traffic!!  Then I couldn't find any parking and then I got lost lol so then I had to park all the way on the tippity top of the parking deck.  Brought back some old memories lololol.  So then in class I just couldn't take it anymore.  Who wants to sit there for 3.5 hours and learn about rocks? I don't think i'm going to make it.  But then luckily we got out 2 hours early so then I met up with my krupy poop and rosh posh for dinner.  It was so weird seeing them.. like it felt like we were back in school when I saw those losers EVERY single day.  It felt like home..  I miss my whore, slut, penis tease, closet freak, and my pimp.  Come back to meeeeeeeeeee

And we finally got our paint for the house.  My walls are gonna be fuschia kiss and my ceiling is gonna be pink begonia yay PINK! lol Then mona came over and we went shopping for the gazillionth time this week.  It's become a routine-- Mona comes over.. we eat a bagel lol.. then go get random things.  Today I picked out my sheets and comforter set.  We're finally getting things done.. 6 days until the JO-JO.. eeek! *Jump on, Jump off* haha

So my sister left for school because she's taking summer classes at SJU and my cousin was here all week and she left to go back to school in North Carolina so now i'm here all by myself with nothing to do.  Which has led to my new addiction-- shopping.  Like seriously it's a problem when I got my FIFTH black and THIRD pink mini skirt.  I have 2 skirt drawers filled with skirts but I just can't stop. What to do?? Someone please save me....